I can recall only this one time
This kind of control the girl had on my mind
I've fallen deep
I can't get out
I've never acted this way before

I spend days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day but she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words you've heard a million times before

Feeling alone and she's on my mind
Try to erase all the pain from that time
She's breaking up, and I'm breaking down
Now I'm headed out of this f***ed up town

I spend days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day but the bear won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words you've heard a million times before
In your head

So love me
So I can be myself again
Now hate me
So this seems normal in my head
I'm trying
To break away this ball and chain
So hate me
So things seem normal in my head
Things seem normal in my head

I spend days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
I spend days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day but she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words you've heard a million times before
In your head
I am dead